I'm addicted to playing songs which difficulty is beyond my reach.

Precisely because they're so hard to play I'm going to be a noob and try to figure it out.

And the success rate so far?

Zero. Zilch. None. Nein. Rei. Ling. 0.

HAH i'm retarded because I just posted retarded videos on youtube.

Try to find it if you can dude.

Right, so we had 3M2 class gathering today! (I bet you're going WTF?! right now)

Miss Lim organised it anyway, for class bonding purposes.

Well I went there late so I didn't know what was going on in the earlier time but according to those who arrived early, surprisingly quite a number of people turned up. But somehow they had differences in choice of entertainment, ice-skating, arcade, movie, so they ended up going to CDANS for bowling, but then half of the guys left(to kenneth's house, I think).

But overall, it was quite fun. Miss Lim arrived later on and played one game with us!
Though I have to admit that I really suck at bowling, I improved my grade from a C6 to a B3! Haha, as in, 50 points in the first game to 69 points in the second game. It's a very big difference okay! XD

After that we went for dinner and Miss Lim left to watch Sex and the City(with her bf). (LAME JOKE ALERT) It's not for the sex, nor is it for the city, its for the "and the". Okay, don't kill me, go kill Jovine, she started it. 8DDDD

People left and we were finally left with about 6 people. Went back to JEC for some arcade! it was damn fun, with all the shooting and drumming and para para-ing and DDR-ing. XD

Right, so next time we're planning for ice-skating~

Right, so she's like what, NINE.

Made of awesomeness.

Streetfest today!

Went with Yanling after tuition because I didn't want to be 电灯泡 was bored. XD

Well either ways it was rather boring over there because Suntec was filled with people and there really wasn't anything interesting except for bands playing and playing. Saw loads of people over there and kept randomly being pulled here and there to say hi to random people I don't really know. LOL.

Escaped to the arcade after a short while and played lame stuff. D8

Kiri's so cute as Tsuna in the orange jumpsuit version, isn't she? XD (kindly refer to picture)

Digressing from SF, tmr marks the start of holidays and I'm going to give myself training in lieu of OBS which is coming in a week's time. And of course, finish my homework, plus revising, and project works. HAH.

Honestly, I hate PWs.

I've decided to be a good girl and am starting to read books to improve my writing. XD

So I'm keeping a reading log, and just went to borrow books earlier on.

;DDD

Miss Goh's farewell party today!

It was fun, the cake and all. XD Dearest Miss Goh was so touched that she cried and then Brina started crying too, and eventually several of them followed. There was a short crying fest and lots of hugging. ;D

Mrs Koh! You will be dearly missed by 201 ziobangers! <3 style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">1. Whats ur ambition?

-Uh, president? Nah, a music producer would be good.

2.who is more important to u?friends or boyfriend?

-Friends, duh!

3. Who is the person u trust most?

-Mum.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

-I suppose so.

5. Do you like jay chou?

-Sorta? I love his songs. XD

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

-Definitely, I've seen it before.

7.what is your goal for this year?

-At least 5 and above As.

8.Do you believe in eternity love?

-Uh, not really, because you'd die someday and then it's not considered eternity anymore.

9.Have you broken someone's heart that she/he tried to commit sucide?

-I believe not. If they want to die I'd stab them first.

10.What feeling do you love most?

-Happyness. (yes it's spelt wrongly on purpose if you didn't get it. = =)

11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

-*insert chinese accent* Be a man, do the right thing!

12.List out 5 best friends of yours(no rank)

-Wait wait, how can you have more than one best friend? I mean, BEST friend. It's supposed to be only one person isn't it? Okay I'm kinda digressing but who cares. XD

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

-Definitely.

14. Do you like S.H.E?

-Heck no, more like S.H.I.T. *is killed by shit fans*

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

-Be on top of the world.

16.Do you love anime?

-...How did you know? Are you a stalker? o___o

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

-She is a cat. Meow.

18. What have you done to please yourself?

-Give myself some sleep for long hours.

19. IF time were to rewind, when will you wan it to be?

-Well, IF you can make it rewind then we'll talk about it. ;D

20. What do you want most for your birthday?

-World peace. Wait, you don't really believe that, do you? Okay, I'd definitely love a pair of Converse high tops. *hints hints hints* XD

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl.List them out at the end of the post .Notify them in their cbox tha they've been tagged.whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

1)Jessica

2)Junwei

3)Fara

4)Uh, Jianhui?

5)Eileen

6)Shafiqah

7)Zhenyi

8)Cassandra

YAY 201st post! XD

Just received news ytd that our dearest Miss Goh/Mdm Goh/Mrs Koh is going to Japan for 2 years with her spouse(XD). Wish her best of luck and we'll be visiting her after we graduate! ;D Well, hopefully anyway.

I'm so relieved that I'm not bl.

OBS watch was announced today! Only a few of them I know, but it's okay, time to make more friends yeah.

Ms Lim showed me my result slip today, and there's only one word to describe it:

Horrendous.

Like oh my god, only one distinction. The rest all Bs and one C; and my L1R5 is 18. I really feel like crying. Like what Ms Aza had said, our mid-year result is like a smack in the face, time to wake up and stop being in lala land/twilight zone. O's are nearing as we speak, and though it might seem to be a long time, trust me, time flies. Look, it's already June, and it still seems like yesterday when I first stepped into the the school as an upper secondary student.

June's going to be a reflective month for me.

More revising, less slacking.

Great, OBS is coming and I'm already preparing for it! Though I still don't know what watch I'll be in, I hope there's people I know in there. I wanna do all sorts of dangerous things. >;D

It's rare that I'm posting about daily life and all, but I really have nothing to do.

..okay except for unfinished EW. Because EW is ew.

You get it? .___. Oh god I'm being lame.

Vesak day's been boring. Scratch that, the whole weekend's been boring. Never really went out except for lunch/dinner/linner/dunch(in case you didn't understand linner/dunch it's lunch + dinner- okay why do I even try explaining?). And except for the fact that Kiri asked me out early in the morning to meet her all the way at city hall just to pass her things and it turns out that she's going to AMK, which is just 15+mins from my home. =_____=

Well other than that it's boring. I mean, it's like, using computer, eat, sleep, go tuition, use more computer, do meaningless research, watch meaningless videos, coming here to blog instead of doing homework...Yeah, you get the gist.

[rant]Btw, I might get to 'babysit' Amarant becasue Yunnie offered him to help me make my desicion, but that is, if I can get my hands on an MSD first. YAY AMARANT. *__* [/rant]

Many things have been going on, and I'm not part of it. IDK, really.

It's not going to be like "OH NOEZ NOBODEH TALKZ TO MEH" kind of thing.

But, I don't really have any good friends, do I? I have loads of hi-bye friends, some hey-how-ya-doin friends, but never alot of talk-for-long-hours friends. I don't know, I see people having BFFs every where. Maybe when I try to be good friends with someone, they will always have some other friends they're closer to and then it goes back to square one.

I think people dislike me. For some reasons I don't really know. I'm not really sociable as well, I don't talk to people I barely know. Sometimes even when I'm with people I know well, there'd be awkward silence between us because I don't know what to say/we have no common topic.

Blah. I'm not making sense right now.

Sorry for being dysfunctional.

Digressing, hey, this is a slightly long post. XD *pops confetti?*

Well I'm going to write more. Because I have loads of things to say.

I don't think this is going to be something secretive anymore so I'll just say it out then. I'm feeling really torn between O Music and being the prospective BL. I'm not saying that I'm chosen or something, but just a 'what if'. Honestly, I don't know if I'm able to take up the huge responsibility of being BL. I mean, as much as I'd like to be committed to the band, I do have other commitments like O Music, which I will never give up. At the same time, I want to become bl because given this rare opportunity, I feel compelled to achieve something in my secondary school life, I don't want to be seen as your average jane. To me, mediocrity is second to last. However, what troubles me most would be juggling my time for both commitments, and what would the members say if I miss practice every Tuesday? I'm in a huge dilemma.
But I have a feeling that I wouldn't be chosen because I have already told the leaders about my situation and naturally they would feel that it's best to have a leader whose heart is 100% for the band.

Okay, I'm not making sense again, but whatever.

I should be sleeping now and not blabbering away.

Selena Gomez is officially my newest idol. XD

She's darn pretty and I like how she dresses, plus she sings too!

Here's her newest music clip for 101 Dalmatians DVD release. Cruella de Vil~ It's also going to be in the new Disneymania 6 album. Too bad they don't release it locally, or else I'll totally snag it cos there's Jordan Pruitt in there too.



I love her high top sneakers! I think she always wears them. You can see it in her music clip(though short), and she seems to be wearing them all the time in Wizards. <3


Much love for high tops! I want one for my birthday, pleaseeeee with cherry on top. *__*

And she's starring in a DC movie soon! Can't wait.

SCHULZES ARE ADORABLE!

D:

I want one for my birthday.

Well, yeah, cheering comp.

It was... disappointing, as expected from 3M2 anyway. But I think we did all we could(for those who tried anyway), people weren't really co-operating, not much of enthusiasm, lack of practice, complacency. Cheering comp is the time to let ourselves out, not to keep maintaining that so-called 'cool' image of yours. I screamed and cheered as loudly as I could anyway.

I seriously don't know if I could even bond with the class in times to come.

I would like to, though. But it just seems like there are always invisible barriers between different groups of people, even if we do joke and talk to each other once in a while, we'll revert back to the same old cliques after school, we won't hang out together.

I find myself unable to like the class as it is. Sorry, but that's the truth.

People always say that class spirit shows in desperate times, but sadly it does not apply for our class. I'm not excluding myself in this, but I honestly feel we're all selfish. No one is willing to take that step out for the class.

I hope I'd be able to be the one, but right now I just have no confidence in the class that they'd follow. There's this fear inside me, a fear that tells me not to do it because some of the people might think I'm trying to act 'noble' or whatsoever and badmouth me behind my back, because I don't really have much authority in the class. I'm not in the position to do so.

People of 3M2 are paranoid people. They think everything anyone does out of goodwill actually harbours ulterior motives.

To think I actually thought that there'd be some hope for us.

I'm kinda giving up on the class right now, unless things turn out to be better in the future. I really envy the other classes, they seem to bond just right. Especially classes that had much better performances than ours this afternoon, like 3M1 or 3T2, just to name a few.

I really, really, really envy them. Very much. ;____;


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On another note, all results are out.

I was rather disappointed with E maths and Bio, I had expected to get an A2.

All my results are like stupidly mediocre, I hate myself. D:

But what's done is done, so all I can do now is to work harder.

Ciao for now.

/doll rant/

like omg why are all my dream dolls up for sale in the DoA marketplace right now when i have like completely no money?!

damn it. somebody is effing selling a school A head, and and and there's also a sweet dreams school A and AN F-16!
like OHMYEFFINGGOD. and then there's a billion of people wanting a volks okita souji, which i think is totally cute. <3

D.I.M. released a new mold, Arno and i went OMFG when i saw him! he resembles sch A mix F-16, seriously. stupid beauties making me want to get an SD all over again. damn damn damn. AND THEN THERE'S THE KILLER BEAUTY.

EFFING DOLLGA DREAMING NOELLA.

I think she's like the only girl doll that has ever attracted me this much. I'll definitely get her in the future.

some stupid person is overpricing javi's head on the marketplace. and as much as i would like to get him on layaway, i think my dad will kill me for getting just the head at like, 250USD.

I'm seriously in love with school head A and F-16. If someone is selling a volks schulze in the marketplace now, I'd go and kill myself. msd schulze is my dream msd. there was an msd maria though(girl version of schulze). D: I want a lucas or a sweet dream lucas too! these volks dolls make my heart melt. D8

OHMYGOD. I just checked and there's someone who's selling her sch A, F-16 and black cat lucas! she should go and die for selling all these beauties away. D: I would keep them like treasures if I were her.

edit: it turns out that there WAS a schulze on sale. yeah, meaning he's sold so i dont have to kill myself. but i'm still wanting him very much! put him beside a school A and you'll get siblings. ;D

/end doll rant/

;D the results weren't that bad, I suppose.

I pretty much died at lit, but SS pulled the overall mark up.

English; comprehension was a freaking big disappointment. I think I did rather well for the rest of the sections though, I could have scored an A1, dammit. D:

Chemistry was expectedly okay, at least I got a B3 and didn't fail terribly like the previous two tests.

Chinese was okay too, I was rather surprised that my compo got an above average mark. 8D Writing stories are fun!

I'm anxiously waiting for Bio and A maths results. But I don't think I'd fail for Bio. XD

I shall post everything once its finalised tmr.

OH YAY, JUST GREAT.

Results releasing tmr and the day after.
I'm going to be so dead meat if i fail any subject. Srsly.

There goes my Javi head.

But I can't help to have a bad feeling regarding my english results; I knew I didn't do a good job with the essay. Let's cross fingers. D:

I shall update tmr.

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Tomo, I love your smile so please smile more! <3

I went through your blog entries from 2006 till now, and realised how much you have changed. I remember the times you used to write like, 10 paged blog entries and giving me a headache trying to comprehend it; now you write fairly short entries with more frequent updates. Not that I don't enjoy the easy reading, but it some how becomes more superficial. You used to smile so warmly, then it evolved to close up shots, to pouty faces, to whole body shots and now to serious looking shots. Maybe you should try looking backwards? You really do look much better when you smile. ;D I will faint of happiness if you do.

Now that you're graduating from the myu, I'll still support you!
Don't lose the Tomo you used to be.